Honest update

Oh my gosh... I am so down in the dumps of life as of late. I actually feel likeI am on a 'bi-polar' emotional rollercoaster. I have to keep telling myself that... Everything is going to be ok... I am going to be ok and better in the longrun. It's difficult to deal with my children's sadness when I am such an emotional wreck myself. I fear I am wearing out my friends and family with my neediness. I just want to have a great job instantly and have my heart not be sad or longing for what was. Wish I could fast forward to happier times... I know they are on the horizon. Please continue to pray for me and my children that we can be carried through this season of change.